First Coupling - Part 4

First coupling

a story by M…

Part 4At times I remembered seeing stars in my eyes as he entered me, it was pretty intense. Jim would stop for a few seconds before continuing on. He was pretty excited too. But he went pretty slow. I told him a few times to stop and slow down and he did. I don’t remember him getting it all in me and I don’t remember feeling his balls against my ass. But, he did control me when he was in my ass.

He started thrusting back and forth, real slow, a few times he seemed to arch up into some spot in me that just got me all tense. It was painful, but as I said earlier it was desirable as well. The odd sensation was the pushing and especially the pulling of his erection in my guts. It seemed he was tugging and rearranging my insides. It was a very bizarre sensation, and after a few minutes not unpleasant.

It seemed I was getting more into it, and getting very horny. Jim like me didn’t need long to blow his sperm. He was more mature and I remember him shuddering and thrusting a few times real hard as he ejaculated into my rectum. Those couple of deep thrusts were awesome and I knew he had ejaculated his sperm deep in my hot ass. He stayed in me for a few minutes, resting and sometimes moving his erection around in me. After the rush I told him to get it out of me. He pulled out and like me was covered in vaseline, sperm and other weird fluids (later I learned it was mucous from the anal and rectum linings).

The sensation from my ass after the sex was different. I felt like it was streched and loose, sometimes a twitch or flutter from inside my ass occured to. As I walked I felt the squishyness between my cheeks of my deflowered ass of the vaseline and some of Jim’s sperm leaking from my streched anus.

We sat inside the boat naked, cleaning our butts and talking. We fucked each other!!!! Were we different?

There was pain involved and again I felt some guilt for doing it. But I also liked it.

We also talked about what we were now, after fucking each other. I guess we both came to the conclusion that we were queer (this was before the term gay was used). Neither one of us had a girlfriend. Other boys probably were not fucking each other. Our conlusion also included the fact we were probably the only guys fucking each other in our high school.

We talked about girls but also about boys and we were very much into satisfying each other sexually.We called it just either fucking or sex, not love. We also said hey who needs a girlfriend if you had a buddy to fuck. His ass has got to be just like a cunt and you get another dick to play with too. It would take a while for me to know the benefits of making love to a woman, but not then.

We fucked one other time on that trip. The same postion and this time Jim fucked me first. My cock was swollen as he fucked me and the second time was better than the first. This time I was jerking off as Jim fucked me. I blew an amazing load while he was deep in my ass.

We continued our relationship until middle of 12th grade. Our sex included a variety of sexual encounters and coupling.

We became expert in knowing each other’s sensitive parts with our mouths. I didn’t keep a scorecard but we had anal sex probably 20-30 more times together. Almost all of those times we did it in the woods. We would bike to the woods with paper towels and Vaseline, find our secret spot and fuck. Being nude in the woods felt very free. And having an erection deep in your ass took a lot of concentration for a 16 year old! The more times we did it the easier and better it became. With the exception of the initial penetration pain the sensation became better and better, almost addicting. The intensity of an erection pumping in my ass was like no other. Our sessions were loud too, with groaning and moaning and sometimes dirty talk as we fucked each other. In addition, we were able to stay in each other longer before ejaculating, giving a longer period of time for both to enjoy the experience. And, unlike the porn movies, we always ejaculated in each other’s ass. The idea of pulling out before climaxing never crossed our minds. Indeed, just before ejaculating we both would slam the erection as deep as we could into each other.

We didnt explore a variety of positions. Every time we coupled we did it doggy style. Sometimes on all fours, or on our shoulders and knees and sometimes standing bent over. Biking back after fucking was strange too. Even after cleaning up with dry paper towels my ass felt greasy, streched and sometimes leaked a little onto my underwear. But, again privacy was the issue. It was a lot easier just dropping jeans and jerking off or oral sex. For anal we liked being totally nude and it was difficult finding a safe area to do that.

But, as happens, some relationships change and we went our separate ways. However, it was our coming of age together and our relationship together I treasure very much. We were lucky to have found each other, two gay best friends in an otherwise hostile environment are lucky if they find each other.

Anyway, I wanted to pass this on. There are times when I look back and wonder where Jim is today. Especially considering all the time and tragedy of AIDs. I hope he is happy and well. God bless Jim.