First Time - The Return Kiss

First Time – The Return Kiss

I saw Roger’s car keys on the table. I grabbed then just as there was a knock on the door. I opened the door and there he was, smiling. I held up the car keys. He walked to me and grabbed the keys. He said, "Thanks."

Without thinking, I quickly kissed him on the lips. I pulled away and said, "Thanks." He was close enough to put his hand on my chin. He titled my head upwards and kissed me again, this time longer. I put my arms around him. His kisses became longer and more passionate. I was actually kissing a man. The palms of my hands were wet with perspiration. I felt like my heart was in my throat, beating so fast that I could not think to do anything but kiss him.

We stopped and just held each other. Roger said, "I better go before…." I felt I did too much. Now, I might lose Roger. I stopped hugging Roger and just stood there. I felt like crying but I needed to compose myself and wait until he left then I would cry myself to sleep.

Roger threw the keys back onto the table. He said, "Oh the hell with going. I’ll stay if you want me to."

I was trilled once again. I almost knocked him down, as I threw my arms around him.